What happened this summer.. #3
I was s ad that it was over, because for once I thought that it could have worked between us. So the next days I spent my time thinking about him and trying to get my mind off of him by doing other things. Luckily I was on surf camp, so it was not so hard for me.
About surf camp, I had a great bond with the instructors, I even have them on Facebook now. We went out a few times and it was really nice. I don't know what I can tell you else. Except for one night, we ate pizzas at sunset. When everybody left, I stayed with two girls. We talked about out relationships. The girls were really sad, because they've been through things like I did. (The Alex-thing, if you remember).
A few days later, we went home. The goodbye was really sad. We hugged all our instructors. I really missed them!
A few days after I got back, Lala asked me if she could stay over at my house, because she was sick of being at home. I was still angry with her at the time, but I decided to let her stay. And we had a great time, which I didn't expect at all. We were together an entire day.
Monday: We went to Antwerp with A.W. and my sister. Rox came to my house later, she and Lala slept at my house that night.
Tuesday: We ate ice-cream in a tea room, she slept at my house
Wednesday: We went to the grandparents of A.W. in Sint Truiden. She went home.
Thursday: I went to her house then we went to the movie "One Day', I went home
Friday: She went to Jospop with me, R.D., my sister, Helly, Gabbs, Small A, and other friends.
Saturday: Jospop
Sunday: We went home from Jospop
so, Jospop was a festival of two days. On Friday there were no concerts, it was more a party. So we stayed on the camping more. We drank a looot, I draaankk SOOO much. I also met two guys. Their tents were set next to ours. They were three, but I don't know much about the third guy. They were smoking weed, but I didn't know that. I just asked if I could pull his cigarette. It turned out to be weed, not that I minded. I just pulled another few times. They didn't seem to mind. One of the guys (Bob2) gave me a bit of his beer. It was Gordon beer.
The guy, we call him Bob, started flirting with me. We talked a lot, and he was quite nice and really sweet. For example, my hands were sticking because of alcohol, and he held my hands, and I was so embarrassed. I said: "Sorry, my hands are sticking because of the alcohol.. " and he said: "Oh, it's okay, don't worry." But with a really soft and sweet voice. And he said that he found me beautiful and attractive. I told him that I had to go, but he just asked me to spend a little time with him, because he was probably never going to see me ever again. And then he asked me a goodnight kiss in his tent. I said: "no I'm not going in a tent with you.." and he said: "Please.. okay, then half. Body inside, legs outside." Haha. Creative. He was really charming.
So I went inside with him, and he started kissing me. It was wonderful. Then he asked my age. Of course I didn't answer, I mean he was 19... And then: "Are you 18? 17? 16? Don't tell me you're 16. Gosh, are you 16? I'm not going to flirt with a 16-year-old." Auwtch.. I answered: "Noo I'm not 16. But I won't tell you my age. But I'm not 16." We kissed and kissed. I didn't mind, because I told myself he was a total stranger, so why would I mind? Then I really had to leave. Bob2 and the other guy were starting a joint, asked me to stay but if I was going to stay, I wouldn't know where my friends were, so I couldn't. I wanted to, but no.
Then I went to the party with my friends. I was so drunk. I went to R.D. and I was like really whinig: "Why don't you want me anymore? Do you still want me?"
He said: "NOO, I don't want you anymore!"
I said: "I don't believe you, I know you still want me.."
He said: "No, I don't!"
After the party we went back to the tent, but I really couldn't walk anymore. Lucky for me I had Lala and Gabbs. They were helping me back to the tent. When back in the tent, I really had to vomit. I vomited a few times before I could actually sleep.
To be continued..
About surf camp, I had a great bond with the instructors, I even have them on Facebook now. We went out a few times and it was really nice. I don't know what I can tell you else. Except for one night, we ate pizzas at sunset. When everybody left, I stayed with two girls. We talked about out relationships. The girls were really sad, because they've been through things like I did. (The Alex-thing, if you remember).
A few days later, we went home. The goodbye was really sad. We hugged all our instructors. I really missed them!
A few days after I got back, Lala asked me if she could stay over at my house, because she was sick of being at home. I was still angry with her at the time, but I decided to let her stay. And we had a great time, which I didn't expect at all. We were together an entire day.
Monday: We went to Antwerp with A.W. and my sister. Rox came to my house later, she and Lala slept at my house that night.
Tuesday: We ate ice-cream in a tea room, she slept at my house
Wednesday: We went to the grandparents of A.W. in Sint Truiden. She went home.
Thursday: I went to her house then we went to the movie "One Day', I went home
Friday: She went to Jospop with me, R.D., my sister, Helly, Gabbs, Small A, and other friends.
Saturday: Jospop
Sunday: We went home from Jospop
so, Jospop was a festival of two days. On Friday there were no concerts, it was more a party. So we stayed on the camping more. We drank a looot, I draaankk SOOO much. I also met two guys. Their tents were set next to ours. They were three, but I don't know much about the third guy. They were smoking weed, but I didn't know that. I just asked if I could pull his cigarette. It turned out to be weed, not that I minded. I just pulled another few times. They didn't seem to mind. One of the guys (Bob2) gave me a bit of his beer. It was Gordon beer.
The guy, we call him Bob, started flirting with me. We talked a lot, and he was quite nice and really sweet. For example, my hands were sticking because of alcohol, and he held my hands, and I was so embarrassed. I said: "Sorry, my hands are sticking because of the alcohol.. " and he said: "Oh, it's okay, don't worry." But with a really soft and sweet voice. And he said that he found me beautiful and attractive. I told him that I had to go, but he just asked me to spend a little time with him, because he was probably never going to see me ever again. And then he asked me a goodnight kiss in his tent. I said: "no I'm not going in a tent with you.." and he said: "Please.. okay, then half. Body inside, legs outside." Haha. Creative. He was really charming.
So I went inside with him, and he started kissing me. It was wonderful. Then he asked my age. Of course I didn't answer, I mean he was 19... And then: "Are you 18? 17? 16? Don't tell me you're 16. Gosh, are you 16? I'm not going to flirt with a 16-year-old." Auwtch.. I answered: "Noo I'm not 16. But I won't tell you my age. But I'm not 16." We kissed and kissed. I didn't mind, because I told myself he was a total stranger, so why would I mind? Then I really had to leave. Bob2 and the other guy were starting a joint, asked me to stay but if I was going to stay, I wouldn't know where my friends were, so I couldn't. I wanted to, but no.
Then I went to the party with my friends. I was so drunk. I went to R.D. and I was like really whinig: "Why don't you want me anymore? Do you still want me?"
He said: "NOO, I don't want you anymore!"
I said: "I don't believe you, I know you still want me.."
He said: "No, I don't!"
After the party we went back to the tent, but I really couldn't walk anymore. Lucky for me I had Lala and Gabbs. They were helping me back to the tent. When back in the tent, I really had to vomit. I vomited a few times before I could actually sleep.
To be continued..