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it feels like it's happening all over again.
a week of missing the person and wanting to talk to him and looking forward to the weekend where we can properly talk for a while, all boiling down to nothing as the conversation ends on a sour/bitter note.
is it the so-called high expectations that lead to disappointing phone calls (and perhaps reality too)?
he's far more patient and apologetic, and i actually feel bad for yelling. i can't explain why i yelled either - i couldn't answer his question as to whether this is a one-off incident that pissed me off, or whether there is a larger issue lurking in the background.
i'm scared, i think. it's too reminiscent of what happened previously, and i don't want this to end up like that.
a week of missing the person and wanting to talk to him and looking forward to the weekend where we can properly talk for a while, all boiling down to nothing as the conversation ends on a sour/bitter note.
is it the so-called high expectations that lead to disappointing phone calls (and perhaps reality too)?
he's far more patient and apologetic, and i actually feel bad for yelling. i can't explain why i yelled either - i couldn't answer his question as to whether this is a one-off incident that pissed me off, or whether there is a larger issue lurking in the background.
i'm scared, i think. it's too reminiscent of what happened previously, and i don't want this to end up like that.