Sake BLEH....
I have'nt written in here I quite some time and i believe the only reason Iam tonight is because I have no one to call and I'm alone in this dirty deepressing apartment, filled with to many ghosts. I just want to talk to someone, cry to someone... I dont know something.
Just lost and drunk a deadly combo for the soul, as well as the sleep. I just talked to someone i have'nt talked to in years, probally just to hear myself talk and reasure I was still here. I keep picking up the pieces to a puzzle that is missing a corner, to hard to put back together and draining. I dont even know what I want or how i became so sad, let alone how to redeem myself from the mistakes I have made.
I miss Stacie, I miss love, I miss hapiness.
The sad thing is I know what I need to do and I breaks my heart, because it has come down to this one simple problem that would change my life, but why cant I change that problem so simple so easy but to the weak willed so hard.
Blah.........
Just lost and drunk a deadly combo for the soul, as well as the sleep. I just talked to someone i have'nt talked to in years, probally just to hear myself talk and reasure I was still here. I keep picking up the pieces to a puzzle that is missing a corner, to hard to put back together and draining. I dont even know what I want or how i became so sad, let alone how to redeem myself from the mistakes I have made.
I miss Stacie, I miss love, I miss hapiness.
The sad thing is I know what I need to do and I breaks my heart, because it has come down to this one simple problem that would change my life, but why cant I change that problem so simple so easy but to the weak willed so hard.
Blah.........