HM...
Starry and i watched the ring tonight and it about scared the shit out of me, plus right during one of the scariest parts the phone fucking rings and of course you guessed it... no one was there. Now one could write this off as a quinsidence however thats pretty fucking weird you must admit. at first i thought it was Liz try to scare us, because she knew we were watching it, but then how would she have gotten starrys #, hmmm I dont know?
but if were dead in 7 days never watch that movie.
Another thing has been bothering me, well it always bothers me but right now i really want to change it, but to change you must do something really extreame... i want trust and i want to earn it back. I hate that fingers always get pointed at me and im always EXAGERATING stories, i mean yeah i have a pretty bad reputation but for christs sake im not as nieve and dumb as i was, i've really grown up in the past months. I am 17 and theres not that much i should be able to offer everyone, but i know that i at least tell people how it is and love them uncodiconally despite the fact that im selfish from time to time... i really care. theres opinions that matter and ones that dont, theres one 4 or 5 that matter to me and 1 of those opinions really made me hurt, i dont doubt that it was mainly biaist and revengeful but It still struck me as mean and really made me think. i need to make people see the real me and not fuck lie about stupid shit beacuse then when big lies come up i wont be to blame....
meh, or I could love myself and not give a shit what some one says...
well im creaped out right now and now i know why.... Starrys mom was talking in her sleep at first i thought it was someone crying and i was freaking out oh god that movie really got to me...
but if were dead in 7 days never watch that movie.
Another thing has been bothering me, well it always bothers me but right now i really want to change it, but to change you must do something really extreame... i want trust and i want to earn it back. I hate that fingers always get pointed at me and im always EXAGERATING stories, i mean yeah i have a pretty bad reputation but for christs sake im not as nieve and dumb as i was, i've really grown up in the past months. I am 17 and theres not that much i should be able to offer everyone, but i know that i at least tell people how it is and love them uncodiconally despite the fact that im selfish from time to time... i really care. theres opinions that matter and ones that dont, theres one 4 or 5 that matter to me and 1 of those opinions really made me hurt, i dont doubt that it was mainly biaist and revengeful but It still struck me as mean and really made me think. i need to make people see the real me and not fuck lie about stupid shit beacuse then when big lies come up i wont be to blame....
meh, or I could love myself and not give a shit what some one says...
well im creaped out right now and now i know why.... Starrys mom was talking in her sleep at first i thought it was someone crying and i was freaking out oh god that movie really got to me...