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i fucking hate myself
so pretty much
my new year was fucking amazing
what i remember of it at least
me and todd went over to his cousin davids house
andddddd
david made me some drinks and then i found a drink that is absolutly amazing
no lie
so its two shots of crown royal and a red bull
its sooooo goooddd
i had 3 of them and i felt fine
but then i had some tiquila rose and a shot of banana flavored vodka with apple juice
then i went pee and i got dizzy and drunk
and everyone kept telling me i was drunk and i was argueing with them lol
and i wouldnt shut up
and i thought todd was mad at me for being drunk so i ran out of davids apartment and david and todd chased after me
then after we got in i leaned and slid down against the door and the wall
i had my hair up
and it got caught on the door hinge and i ended up ripping a bunch out on accident so i was like crying cause it hurt so bad so todd took me into the bathroom and got me some ice and
uhhh comforted me
then i told him i really liked davids girlfriend heather and that i want her to be my new mommy
so i cried and said i wanted her to look at my head cause it hurt so bad and i thought it was bleeding
then i punched chris in the face cause he was throwing stuff at me and i was getting mad
and thenn
i started to calm down and i started to become sober again
lol
it was so funny i wanted to call my best friend and wish her a happy new years and chris yelled at me and said that you never call someone while you are drunk and so i argued with him
i have soooo many bruises from falling all last night
im so proud of myself though i didnt make a complete idiot of myself by throwing up in front of everyone
last night was sooo much fun!!
so pretty much
my new year was fucking amazing
what i remember of it at least
me and todd went over to his cousin davids house
andddddd
david made me some drinks and then i found a drink that is absolutly amazing
no lie
so its two shots of crown royal and a red bull
its sooooo goooddd
i had 3 of them and i felt fine
but then i had some tiquila rose and a shot of banana flavored vodka with apple juice
then i went pee and i got dizzy and drunk
and everyone kept telling me i was drunk and i was argueing with them lol
and i wouldnt shut up
and i thought todd was mad at me for being drunk so i ran out of davids apartment and david and todd chased after me
then after we got in i leaned and slid down against the door and the wall
i had my hair up
and it got caught on the door hinge and i ended up ripping a bunch out on accident so i was like crying cause it hurt so bad so todd took me into the bathroom and got me some ice and
uhhh comforted me
then i told him i really liked davids girlfriend heather and that i want her to be my new mommy
so i cried and said i wanted her to look at my head cause it hurt so bad and i thought it was bleeding
then i punched chris in the face cause he was throwing stuff at me and i was getting mad
and thenn
i started to calm down and i started to become sober again
lol
it was so funny i wanted to call my best friend and wish her a happy new years and chris yelled at me and said that you never call someone while you are drunk and so i argued with him
i have soooo many bruises from falling all last night
im so proud of myself though i didnt make a complete idiot of myself by throwing up in front of everyone
last night was sooo much fun!!