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so everything is pretty much amazing out here
my dad is super busy and he wants to teach me how to do realistic flames so he can do other stuff and i can do those and everything will go a lot faster.
im super excited about it
cause then i wont really need to get a job if my dad will pay me
and ill be able to learn something
and out here you can make a lot of money being an artist so
yay
i miss laura super lots
and heather
its kinda childish but being her best friend im kinda pissed that im her #4 on her top friends
just beacause im always here for her and everytime i call her or shes busy and says she will call me back she never does
i cant wait to find out if shes haveing a girl or a boy
and i know she will prolly move back here anytime soon
and that just makes me sad
i watch my other friends like lauren go out and party because they are single and i miss that and i want to have a best friend someone to hang out with when im alone
i just kinda hate itttt
im soooo worried about getting pregnate cause like 4 other people i know are
its kinda scary
but i know if i do
my friends and hopefully my family will support me
im not going to be another statistic
who gets pregnate and drops out of highschool and works a dead end job they hate
im going to be happy no matter what i do
and for the first time in awhile i really mean that
and i am happy
i have everything i ever really wanted
i have someone who loves me
i live in a beautiful state
my parents can afford things now we dont have to not get things because we cent afford them
i got a new 80 GB ipod
a new laptop
and a new t.v. with a vcr/dvd player
and hopefully i will get a job at the airport after i graduate and i will be able to get free flights
everything is wonderful now
my dad is super busy and he wants to teach me how to do realistic flames so he can do other stuff and i can do those and everything will go a lot faster.
im super excited about it
cause then i wont really need to get a job if my dad will pay me
and ill be able to learn something
and out here you can make a lot of money being an artist so
yay
i miss laura super lots
and heather
its kinda childish but being her best friend im kinda pissed that im her #4 on her top friends
just beacause im always here for her and everytime i call her or shes busy and says she will call me back she never does
i cant wait to find out if shes haveing a girl or a boy
and i know she will prolly move back here anytime soon
and that just makes me sad
i watch my other friends like lauren go out and party because they are single and i miss that and i want to have a best friend someone to hang out with when im alone
i just kinda hate itttt
im soooo worried about getting pregnate cause like 4 other people i know are
its kinda scary
but i know if i do
my friends and hopefully my family will support me
im not going to be another statistic
who gets pregnate and drops out of highschool and works a dead end job they hate
im going to be happy no matter what i do
and for the first time in awhile i really mean that
and i am happy
i have everything i ever really wanted
i have someone who loves me
i live in a beautiful state
my parents can afford things now we dont have to not get things because we cent afford them
i got a new 80 GB ipod
a new laptop
and a new t.v. with a vcr/dvd player
and hopefully i will get a job at the airport after i graduate and i will be able to get free flights
everything is wonderful now