If i die before i wake, i pray the Lord my soul to take...

May 22, 2005 22:49

These days are filled with thoughts of hate and love and the lock-in brought it all to a harsh reality. Some hate I may never be able to let go of. Some love I may never be able to share.

It hurt to see all those who feel unloved. I never really feel unloved. Just unlovable. There's a huge difference to me. One I'd rather not try to explain.

I spent Jealee's birthday working until 1:00 AM and then the birthday plans got shattered the minute I walked in the door. Wrong kinda party.

I haven't slept in a long time. But Hannah was baptized today and that made it all OK. She is now claimed for Christ. And God's love remains with her forever.

JOHN 3:16 has so much depth. And so much power. And on a mild May night 42 people changed my perspective and touched my heart yet again. And I am a better person for the experience.

Another graduation this week. A third child in four years. I remember their giggles, games and childish behavior like it was yesterday. Because it was yesterday.

So much is upon me all at the same time. And Yet I find myself at peace.

Thanks Reggie. For the inspiration on and off the court. Someday, maybe, we can ball up, cous, from that great three point line in the sky...
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