[update] on friends, poems that make me smile, life in general, writing and rp;
Jacki made me smile today.
From dragondreamfire , received 9 hours ago.
I don't know if I ever told you this, but my poem "When the Sun Melted" was inspired by you, was for you, and for your family when you were going through your aunt's death last year.
I was rifling through my poems today and I reread it. And I just thought it was something you should know if you already didn't.
It was the first poem in a long while that felt pure to me when writing it. It has been the most truthful poem in a long dry spell.
Anyway, I don't mean to drudge up a sore spot or anything, but I felt like you had the right to know. And the whole fact that I love you. <3
When the Sun Melted
Jacki Welsh dragondreamfire
And there were days when the sun should have melted
When the air inside your lungs should have
Condensed into molecules
Far too unnoticeable to breathe.
Playbacks and recordings, memories
Flashing by in the rearview mirror
Before you hit the downbeat of despair
Sanctify those days of non-believers
When the happiness came and
Loosened all the feathers bound
To make you stay
And there were days when the sun should have melted
Just to make you stay
Been having a bit of a time with life in general. School's finally out, but I'm still jittery over grades. Kam slpwlkngdreamer picked up my CNF class grade: 3.0. And I breathe better.
I will worry about Stat next. And then Lit Sem, which I can run down to DLSU myself to collect this Saturday.
Work is okay, I guess, as far as things go. Process still kills me, but at least I don't feel buried in work anymore. Or maybe it's just that I've gotten so used to what we do that I'm numb. *shrug* Eitherway, at least I don't feel like I'm going insane.
Picked up RP again. I think I do this everything I hit a dry spell in writing in general. Taking time out from writing because inasmuch as I have ideas that I would love to get out... they're just not coming to me.
It's this emotional stuff that's bogging me down. I need happy, the crazy, insane, laugh-out-loud, God-I-can't breathe kind. I need to see people.
My birthday is in two weeks. I am celebrating the 18th with my family. That is a Friday. It shall be pizza at home or something like it if not crazy, crazy dinner out somewhere with me paying for it.
19th is reserved for friends. I want to go out dancing and if you want to go out dancing with me wherein I am arranging for a free pass into the club, I need to know in advance if people will make it. I am considering buying a round of drinks. So yes, 19 April 2008. Leave a comment below if you'll be in the area and will be able to swing by. I'm setting up my guest list. Slots are not limited, but I need to know in advance.
Rounding back to the RP. Yes, Marvel. This is what you failed to write. Kam slpwlkngdreamer, I comPELL you to read this. It be the Guthrie brothers in all their lovable glory.
Saph psychicsaphie is win. marvel_mansion is crazylove.
And I am heading home to Sis isiseden, who slept over last night. x3
From dragondreamfire , received 9 hours ago.
I don't know if I ever told you this, but my poem "When the Sun Melted" was inspired by you, was for you, and for your family when you were going through your aunt's death last year.
I was rifling through my poems today and I reread it. And I just thought it was something you should know if you already didn't.
It was the first poem in a long while that felt pure to me when writing it. It has been the most truthful poem in a long dry spell.
Anyway, I don't mean to drudge up a sore spot or anything, but I felt like you had the right to know. And the whole fact that I love you. <3
When the Sun Melted
Jacki Welsh dragondreamfire
And there were days when the sun should have melted
When the air inside your lungs should have
Condensed into molecules
Far too unnoticeable to breathe.
Playbacks and recordings, memories
Flashing by in the rearview mirror
Before you hit the downbeat of despair
Sanctify those days of non-believers
When the happiness came and
Loosened all the feathers bound
To make you stay
And there were days when the sun should have melted
Just to make you stay
Been having a bit of a time with life in general. School's finally out, but I'm still jittery over grades. Kam slpwlkngdreamer picked up my CNF class grade: 3.0. And I breathe better.
I will worry about Stat next. And then Lit Sem, which I can run down to DLSU myself to collect this Saturday.
Work is okay, I guess, as far as things go. Process still kills me, but at least I don't feel buried in work anymore. Or maybe it's just that I've gotten so used to what we do that I'm numb. *shrug* Eitherway, at least I don't feel like I'm going insane.
Picked up RP again. I think I do this everything I hit a dry spell in writing in general. Taking time out from writing because inasmuch as I have ideas that I would love to get out... they're just not coming to me.
It's this emotional stuff that's bogging me down. I need happy, the crazy, insane, laugh-out-loud, God-I-can't breathe kind. I need to see people.
My birthday is in two weeks. I am celebrating the 18th with my family. That is a Friday. It shall be pizza at home or something like it if not crazy, crazy dinner out somewhere with me paying for it.
19th is reserved for friends. I want to go out dancing and if you want to go out dancing with me wherein I am arranging for a free pass into the club, I need to know in advance if people will make it. I am considering buying a round of drinks. So yes, 19 April 2008. Leave a comment below if you'll be in the area and will be able to swing by. I'm setting up my guest list. Slots are not limited, but I need to know in advance.
Rounding back to the RP. Yes, Marvel. This is what you failed to write. Kam slpwlkngdreamer, I comPELL you to read this. It be the Guthrie brothers in all their lovable glory.
Saph psychicsaphie is win. marvel_mansion is crazylove.
And I am heading home to Sis isiseden, who slept over last night. x3