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so i figured, no matter what i do or say or whatever, everyone will always take britton's side. everyone. mom, dad, sister, brother, friends. everyone. and the worst part is, i can't even ignore him. i mean, even THAT i can't do? i'm already not yelling at him. can't i do that my way? by not giving a damn what he does or care about his stupid ass stories and just not reply? fuck.
and another thing. it really really helps to fight with my dad. i mean, of course fighting with either parent is a bad thing, but when i get in trouble for something by my dad, i can yell back, to an extent, and somehow, i'm able to speak my mind better. easier. a lot better than fighting with my mom because its not really fighting. at all actually. it's just her yelling at me with her skewed opinions and me biting my tongue as hard as i can in order not to anger her more because she will always have a fucked up comeback and if i don't just leave it, she'll go on forever. where as for my dad, he's different. maybe because i've been so spoiled by him i dont feel as scared, but i like being able to get SOME things off my chest at least. at least. whether or not he cares what i say or changes his views or actions or whatever, at least i'm able to say it. and i feel a lot better afterwards.
and another thing. it really really helps to fight with my dad. i mean, of course fighting with either parent is a bad thing, but when i get in trouble for something by my dad, i can yell back, to an extent, and somehow, i'm able to speak my mind better. easier. a lot better than fighting with my mom because its not really fighting. at all actually. it's just her yelling at me with her skewed opinions and me biting my tongue as hard as i can in order not to anger her more because she will always have a fucked up comeback and if i don't just leave it, she'll go on forever. where as for my dad, he's different. maybe because i've been so spoiled by him i dont feel as scared, but i like being able to get SOME things off my chest at least. at least. whether or not he cares what i say or changes his views or actions or whatever, at least i'm able to say it. and i feel a lot better afterwards.