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I don't exactly write in this thing anymore. I think it's mainly because of drama going on between some people who read this. It doesn't matter anymore. No matter what I do, I can't do a thing about it. ... and to think that me and diana fight every single day now for such a stupid reason that I can't do anything about is just stupid. I can't deal the same way with it anymre. I get headaches.
and it's no fun right now. mainly because my baby is in new york city. He just got back, and now he's left again. He's the only one I talk to/see every single day and I miss him like crazy already. He hasn't even been gone two whole days yet. Yes, I know I'm pathetic. It was our 16 month anniversary yesterday. he was gone, but left me the sweetest note for me to find in his house by his fish tank. I really didn't expect it and that made it twenty times better. His birthday is on friday and he's still going to be in nyc. what am i going to do? make myself some cupcakes and blow out his candles? :(
this stinks. i hate being me sometimes.
and it's no fun right now. mainly because my baby is in new york city. He just got back, and now he's left again. He's the only one I talk to/see every single day and I miss him like crazy already. He hasn't even been gone two whole days yet. Yes, I know I'm pathetic. It was our 16 month anniversary yesterday. he was gone, but left me the sweetest note for me to find in his house by his fish tank. I really didn't expect it and that made it twenty times better. His birthday is on friday and he's still going to be in nyc. what am i going to do? make myself some cupcakes and blow out his candles? :(
this stinks. i hate being me sometimes.