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Young Jeezy just came on my Ipod, I cried. I cried for you, I miss you more and more everyday. You're birthday was last week. I hope you enjoyed spending it with your mother. I dream of you often. Vivid surreal dreams. It's like you are sleeping in the bed next to me still. The days when I wake up from those dreams are the hardest days. I can't be mad at you, death was clearly what you wanted. I wish I knew what was going through your head when you put that gun to it. I hope you know my life has been changed forever. I love you and miss you more each day.