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I had some reservations about the whole patrick thing, but everyday it's getting better. i find myself almost desperate to get back to virginia, but maybe that's just because i hate it here so much.
seriously though, he has been amazing this week. possibly the only thing that has kept me sane all week.
i want to get back home and start a life with him.
i'm frustrated with my job. i love doing what i was hired to do. i'm willing to do things i don't love to a certain extent, but not to the point of making me miserable. going door to door pretending like i care about florida and asking for money is pretty hard to do. almost impossible. i could stand it if i were going home every night to something that made me happy. this place isn't that place.
i want my farm, my house, my boyfriend.
seriously though, he has been amazing this week. possibly the only thing that has kept me sane all week.
i want to get back home and start a life with him.
i'm frustrated with my job. i love doing what i was hired to do. i'm willing to do things i don't love to a certain extent, but not to the point of making me miserable. going door to door pretending like i care about florida and asking for money is pretty hard to do. almost impossible. i could stand it if i were going home every night to something that made me happy. this place isn't that place.
i want my farm, my house, my boyfriend.