Feb 28, 2007 19:30
I have such a deep pain in my chest... What is the correct procedure when you want to communicate with someone, but cant? What is the line that, once crossed, you become a stalker? One doesnt tend to dwell on the nature of being a stalker until one is emmersed in the situation, so far in they cant see a way out. And when does the interest in a person change from real interest to simple obsession with the idea? How do you force yourself to give up when you know there is no chance? And what do you do to keep trying, while still keeping your dignity? Or is it already too late?
I am already that pathetic person, that others point to and laugh. I deserve to wait in the shadows for a love that will never come to me.