I might die
My dad just called me from work to wish me good luck tomorrow (which he never does) and left me a message. He told me he loved me. And then I almost started crying because I'm pretty sure it was the first time I've ever heard him say it out loud. Seriously. He's not a real open guy. Of course, he hugs me a lot and kisses my forehead a lot. Has a lot of pet names for me and tells me he's proud but he's always had problems saying "I love you." Wow. I'm definitely saving that message on my phone.
Anyway, tomorrow is the big test. And, in all likelihood I'll be taking the test again because my practice tests are foreshadowing a disappointing score. But, it feels kind of nice to get it over with (maybe for the first time) and at least to have jumped one hurdle. I just really want a fun weekend to wind down from all this pressure. And, it seems promising. Off to study. eeek!
Anyway, tomorrow is the big test. And, in all likelihood I'll be taking the test again because my practice tests are foreshadowing a disappointing score. But, it feels kind of nice to get it over with (maybe for the first time) and at least to have jumped one hurdle. I just really want a fun weekend to wind down from all this pressure. And, it seems promising. Off to study. eeek!