Sigh
Man, sometimes it is nice to be angsty and sometimes not so nice. (Feels sorry for self) Boss crush is starting to get to the point of no longer being the happy butterflies, but the sad butterflies. I just don't understand how it is possible that I consistently fall for the guy who will have the least amount of interest in me. (Grumble) (I am writing this in the laundry room at work and there is an annoying beeping sound . . . which just as I was writing that stopped. WEIRD) I mean there's nothing terribly wrong with me that I should know about, right? I'm fun, and funny. Not hideous, maybe even cute. But I fall for a guy and he's like "Oh she's fun and stuff, cool to hang out with, but I don't want to make out with her. HAHAHAHAHA" I think it's the laughing that hurts my ego. =0 ) Also, our food and beverage manager is leaving and Mark is taking over her job which means that we won't have shifts in the kitchen together anymore which is what I look forward to during the week. Granted we'll still work together at the same times once in awhile, but he'll be on floor and I'll be in the kitchen and it won't be the same. (pouts) Maybe, that's why I'm starting to get depressed about the whole issue. I don't know. I sort of feel like it was all starting to go somewhere and now it has stalled out. For example, Mark is a very close stander (ie. he will usually stand very close to me when we are talking and be touching me) but he hasn't done that in awhile.
Well, since Mark is wandering around I should probably wrap this up as the last thing I need is for him to come in and read this over my shoulder.
Well, since Mark is wandering around I should probably wrap this up as the last thing I need is for him to come in and read this over my shoulder.