maybe this will make me feel better...
I don't really like my life very much right now. Everything is changing, and I'm not entirely sure it's all a good thing. Things that I should be able to enjoy have become a burden, and everything is spiraling out of control. I need some support...some serious support. I want nothing more than to drop out of school, get out of the city, and just generally drop off the face of the planet for awhile. I don't want to talk on the goddammed phone anymore, and I'm tired of getting e-mails at 8:00 in the morning that just make me want to cry and go right back to sleep. I've got too many emotions to even know how to begin dealing with them right now and not enough time to worry about it. I'm done with all the bullshit. I'm tired of people not having their shit together and making it my problem. I'm tired of people not wanting me in their lives when I have done nothing to deserve it. And I'm tired of not knowing whether or not I want them in mine. I'm just tired. I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this...
-MLE
-MLE