Happy birthday to me!.......or not........
Ok who would like to hear my story of shitty b-days....I dare you to match it actually
So first I have to spend 50 bucks to get my cell phone replaced, but I was fine with that...gonna get drunk tonight so who cares right? WRONG!
Then I have a choir concert that instead of being an hour and a half like I thought was actually 2 and a half hours long. During which I was told by a "guy friend" of mine that the one decent looking girl in our class is too good for me....that doesn't sit well with me at all....but I'm gonna get drunk so it's ok right? WRONG!
I get back and my older bro has come up to visit so I thought that was cool....lynne had baked me a cake so we had some of that and headed out to the bar. We went to the chug (where I can get good and buzzed for 8 bucks) but we can't get in cause my older bro doesn't have 2 picture id's.....so we say screw it and go to b-dubs....I should add that the 4 people who were going to meet us at the chug ended up staying there....real nice guys.....
So we go to bdubs and no matter how much i drink i can get a buzz cause b-dubs is cheap and puts like no liquor in their drinks....after about 2 hours we decided to leave...and here is where the plot thickens....
I had noticed all night that my brother and my subleasing roommate were gettin along and chatting...which they had also done the previous 2 times he had come up. I was fine with that even though I don't care for that roommate. Then they were listening to music in her room...fine with that too but starting to get a little anxious about the whole thing. Then the door gets shut and I'm starting to get upset....but There could be several reasons for that so I dismiss it. Then I try to go to bed and walk past the room...yeah he's definitely having sex with her. So at that point i am the 2nd most pissed off i've ever been (possibly the most pissed off ever but i'm not sure really) So i take a long half hour walk since obviously i can't sleep with that going on in THE ROOM NEXT TO ME!!!!!!!! I take my walk and get back to see them standing on our balcony smoking...trying to play it off like nothing happend....FUCK THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My brother has now gotten more play in this apartment than me and he's been here a total of 3 days. Birthdays are now forever scarred for me cause now all I can hear is sex sounds in my head...knowing my brother is the reason....hello therapy.
I should probably add on that on 2 occasions tonight I was given reasons why I'm not a good looking guy.....from one friend and a roommate.
Anyway I'm sleeping off this bullshit anger...fuck birthdays and everything involved.
UPDATE: After posting this I was kept up even later (it is not 5 am) because they decided to go at it again....
So first I have to spend 50 bucks to get my cell phone replaced, but I was fine with that...gonna get drunk tonight so who cares right? WRONG!
Then I have a choir concert that instead of being an hour and a half like I thought was actually 2 and a half hours long. During which I was told by a "guy friend" of mine that the one decent looking girl in our class is too good for me....that doesn't sit well with me at all....but I'm gonna get drunk so it's ok right? WRONG!
I get back and my older bro has come up to visit so I thought that was cool....lynne had baked me a cake so we had some of that and headed out to the bar. We went to the chug (where I can get good and buzzed for 8 bucks) but we can't get in cause my older bro doesn't have 2 picture id's.....so we say screw it and go to b-dubs....I should add that the 4 people who were going to meet us at the chug ended up staying there....real nice guys.....
So we go to bdubs and no matter how much i drink i can get a buzz cause b-dubs is cheap and puts like no liquor in their drinks....after about 2 hours we decided to leave...and here is where the plot thickens....
I had noticed all night that my brother and my subleasing roommate were gettin along and chatting...which they had also done the previous 2 times he had come up. I was fine with that even though I don't care for that roommate. Then they were listening to music in her room...fine with that too but starting to get a little anxious about the whole thing. Then the door gets shut and I'm starting to get upset....but There could be several reasons for that so I dismiss it. Then I try to go to bed and walk past the room...yeah he's definitely having sex with her. So at that point i am the 2nd most pissed off i've ever been (possibly the most pissed off ever but i'm not sure really) So i take a long half hour walk since obviously i can't sleep with that going on in THE ROOM NEXT TO ME!!!!!!!! I take my walk and get back to see them standing on our balcony smoking...trying to play it off like nothing happend....FUCK THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My brother has now gotten more play in this apartment than me and he's been here a total of 3 days. Birthdays are now forever scarred for me cause now all I can hear is sex sounds in my head...knowing my brother is the reason....hello therapy.
I should probably add on that on 2 occasions tonight I was given reasons why I'm not a good looking guy.....from one friend and a roommate.
Anyway I'm sleeping off this bullshit anger...fuck birthdays and everything involved.
UPDATE: After posting this I was kept up even later (it is not 5 am) because they decided to go at it again....