Friends
Why is it that friends have a tendancy to leave? I haven't really been talking to one friend, you know who you are, and i feel bad about it. I miss the friendship that we did have and wish that we could get it back, but i'm guessing that's not going to happen.
Then another friend, one of the best i have ever had, just decided to pick up and move out of state. I miss her soooooo much. I have talked to her twice since she got there, and she's coming home for a visit next weekend, but i won't get to see her. I just wish that she would have found another place to run to than penn. Some where closer. Some where around mich. But it was her choice to leave. I am kind of happy for her, she needed to get away. It's just that she was my last bestest friend i had to hang out with. I now feel like i have NO ONE!!!!!! I know that there are peeps i can talk to and possibly hang out with but no one like her.
I do get to talk to her online every once in a while but its not the same and having her here with me. I know I am starting to sound like she was my lover or something. That's not it though, she was the one that I could tell everything to and she wont care. She wont look at me as though I was stupid or didnt know what I was talking about. Well only in a joking manner! But I am still going to miss her.
I guess I will just have to go back to being a loner again. It's really not that bad though. You get used to it.
Anyway I should get going. It's hard to talk on the phone and type at the same time.
Then another friend, one of the best i have ever had, just decided to pick up and move out of state. I miss her soooooo much. I have talked to her twice since she got there, and she's coming home for a visit next weekend, but i won't get to see her. I just wish that she would have found another place to run to than penn. Some where closer. Some where around mich. But it was her choice to leave. I am kind of happy for her, she needed to get away. It's just that she was my last bestest friend i had to hang out with. I now feel like i have NO ONE!!!!!! I know that there are peeps i can talk to and possibly hang out with but no one like her.
I do get to talk to her online every once in a while but its not the same and having her here with me. I know I am starting to sound like she was my lover or something. That's not it though, she was the one that I could tell everything to and she wont care. She wont look at me as though I was stupid or didnt know what I was talking about. Well only in a joking manner! But I am still going to miss her.
I guess I will just have to go back to being a loner again. It's really not that bad though. You get used to it.
Anyway I should get going. It's hard to talk on the phone and type at the same time.