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i'm tired.
i'm tired of being told i'm a terrible student.
i'm tired of being reminded that i'm an awful daugther.
i'm tired of messing up friendships because i tend to 'start shit'.
i'm tired of feeling like a horrible person when i believe i have good intentions.
like i told tony today, even though its not the greatest of places back home, i want to...i need to go back home and be reassured that with time, everything will work itself out.
this has by far been the most exhausting and demanding six weeks of my life, emotionally and academically.
i'm tired of being told i'm a terrible student.
i'm tired of being reminded that i'm an awful daugther.
i'm tired of messing up friendships because i tend to 'start shit'.
i'm tired of feeling like a horrible person when i believe i have good intentions.
like i told tony today, even though its not the greatest of places back home, i want to...i need to go back home and be reassured that with time, everything will work itself out.
this has by far been the most exhausting and demanding six weeks of my life, emotionally and academically.