Lots
Wow, this weekend went by too quickly. It was like a lot of stuff built up to it, and then it just never pinnacled. There was never a WOW, that was awesome point. I didn't end the weekend thinking, that was such an awesome time. It was much like any of the weekends I see Diana. There's some issues, but like, I think it's just a minor passing thing. Even packing for this weekend I was getting for excited, I made a list of what to pack to make sure I would remember everything. Here it is... It was saved on my desktop, here's the list and why each item...
Pin- To show my mom and diana
Dress Shoes- So I could dress up
Suit Coat- In case I chose to wear a suit
Both Pants- So I could pick which pants
Shirt- I only had 1 dress shirt out here, the others were home
Dirty Clothes- To be washed
Bluebook/pe(for test)- Took a test, then immediately left to go home
Coffee(in mug)- To stay awake, I was up really late talkin to roommate, playin games, watchin tv, etc. on Wednesday night
Flask- I had alcohol in my car, so I could get it around on me easier
Trimmer/Shaver- To shave and trim my little chin hair
I was so excited, and it feels like Wednesday was so long ago, but at the same time, it seems like the thing I was looking forward to never came... But it did... It just wasn't what I was looking forward to. It's hard to explain... Very depressing.
I kinda wish time would take a timeout for a while. Like, it feels like I can't enjoy everything I am so lucky to have right now. It feels like time goes too quickly for me to enjoy everything, and that it's like I pick and choose what I can enjoy. It's weird.
Oo, so this is cool. I always remember shit in dreams. Like if I'm tryin to remember an actor's name, or a fact, or how to do a math problem, and I can't, I always think of it while I sleep, I think that's really crazy. The other night I fell asleep(Thursday) on the couch, waitin for Tilt to be replayed... Well, my mom woke me and told me to go up to bed, and like, I did... Then like twenty minutes later I woke up after having a dream where an old guy told me I was supposed to watch Tilt... And I was like, YEAAA, that's why I was down on the couch and not in my bed. So I headed back down and watched Tilt(which came on like 20 minutes later or so). Just cool how that shit works out.
Pin- To show my mom and diana
Dress Shoes- So I could dress up
Suit Coat- In case I chose to wear a suit
Both Pants- So I could pick which pants
Shirt- I only had 1 dress shirt out here, the others were home
Dirty Clothes- To be washed
Bluebook/pe(for test)- Took a test, then immediately left to go home
Coffee(in mug)- To stay awake, I was up really late talkin to roommate, playin games, watchin tv, etc. on Wednesday night
Flask- I had alcohol in my car, so I could get it around on me easier
Trimmer/Shaver- To shave and trim my little chin hair
I was so excited, and it feels like Wednesday was so long ago, but at the same time, it seems like the thing I was looking forward to never came... But it did... It just wasn't what I was looking forward to. It's hard to explain... Very depressing.
I kinda wish time would take a timeout for a while. Like, it feels like I can't enjoy everything I am so lucky to have right now. It feels like time goes too quickly for me to enjoy everything, and that it's like I pick and choose what I can enjoy. It's weird.
Oo, so this is cool. I always remember shit in dreams. Like if I'm tryin to remember an actor's name, or a fact, or how to do a math problem, and I can't, I always think of it while I sleep, I think that's really crazy. The other night I fell asleep(Thursday) on the couch, waitin for Tilt to be replayed... Well, my mom woke me and told me to go up to bed, and like, I did... Then like twenty minutes later I woke up after having a dream where an old guy told me I was supposed to watch Tilt... And I was like, YEAAA, that's why I was down on the couch and not in my bed. So I headed back down and watched Tilt(which came on like 20 minutes later or so). Just cool how that shit works out.