angry
I am so pissed off, I can't even find words to describe it. my report card was AWFULL!!!!! I can't think about anything else right now, but how much of a failure I am, and how I'm going to die next year with my junior classes.
It's probably because I was doing Galatea at the time, and that sucked up ALL of my emotional and mental energy, and by the time finals rolled around, I couldn't focus on anything because I was so exhausted. Because I chose to invest all of my efforts into drama, I neglected my classes, and my final grades were brought down as a result. All of the work I'd put into studying and homework during the first part of the year didn't matter in the end.
I don't know how I'm going to deal with this. I just know I'm not going to make the same mistake twice.
Except I realize that my "mistake" really had nothing to do with drama...it was all me. I could have buckled down and done the neccesary work to succeed. Next year, I'm going to do amazingly well in school. And the plays. And fencing. I'm not going to let myself down.
It still doesn't stop me from being VERY ANGRY RIGHT NOW
It's probably because I was doing Galatea at the time, and that sucked up ALL of my emotional and mental energy, and by the time finals rolled around, I couldn't focus on anything because I was so exhausted. Because I chose to invest all of my efforts into drama, I neglected my classes, and my final grades were brought down as a result. All of the work I'd put into studying and homework during the first part of the year didn't matter in the end.
I don't know how I'm going to deal with this. I just know I'm not going to make the same mistake twice.
Except I realize that my "mistake" really had nothing to do with drama...it was all me. I could have buckled down and done the neccesary work to succeed. Next year, I'm going to do amazingly well in school. And the plays. And fencing. I'm not going to let myself down.
It still doesn't stop me from being VERY ANGRY RIGHT NOW