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So I've got some virus... that isn't mono. But I missed all my classes today.
Too sick to go on the DC trip.
Too sick to go to chipfest tonight.
My piercing got infected.
Didn't get into the student ambassador program.
I know I'm going to get turned down for the JF thing on Friday... everything I've applied to or auditioned for has been a letdown, and this shouldn't be any different, especially when its about 4 people competing for every spot. I really wanted to be hopeful, because I wanted this position more than any show or program I tried to join this year. And if I'm out of luck with this, and I don't place for alumni housing 'cause I've been so unactive in res college activities, then I get stuck in the general lottery and could end up living anywhere next year. I could be in downtown housing, a crappy dorm, or a mod, with total strangers.
I'm sure that in 10 years I'll say that I had it too easy in high school, and back in those days too many things went my way, and my first year at college was ultimately a humbling experience. But for right now, it just sucks.
Too sick to go on the DC trip.
Too sick to go to chipfest tonight.
My piercing got infected.
Didn't get into the student ambassador program.
I know I'm going to get turned down for the JF thing on Friday... everything I've applied to or auditioned for has been a letdown, and this shouldn't be any different, especially when its about 4 people competing for every spot. I really wanted to be hopeful, because I wanted this position more than any show or program I tried to join this year. And if I'm out of luck with this, and I don't place for alumni housing 'cause I've been so unactive in res college activities, then I get stuck in the general lottery and could end up living anywhere next year. I could be in downtown housing, a crappy dorm, or a mod, with total strangers.
I'm sure that in 10 years I'll say that I had it too easy in high school, and back in those days too many things went my way, and my first year at college was ultimately a humbling experience. But for right now, it just sucks.