Nov 28, 2005 19:30
Well, today was a pretty good day I guess...I did a lot of thinking which was good...And school wasn't to bad but I have a test tomorrow but i am not to worried about it because I don't really care but that probably isn't good but oh well...And then today after school I went with Haydon to Lex Town to look for her a soiree dance but she didn't really have any luck which sucks...
But I am not looking forward to soiree at all but I did find a dress finally which is good...I am not going with anyone but I don't even know of who I would want to go with well I know of someone I would want to go with but I know for a fact that I wouldn't so it doesn't matter and I am not even gonna think about it...But all I do know is that last years soiree SUCKED BAD...I HATED IT...And I don't really want to go this year but if I don't I might be missing out on some fun but oh well we will see what happens...
Oh well I don't know what to do about someone or something I mean I know what I should probably do but I dont think it is what I really want...I mean I really care about this person or this thing but I don't really know if the thing or person cares about me the same way and things have happened in the past to make me think they don't feel the same way but I mean I know people or things change but I just don't know...Why can't I just know the answers to my questions and know how to deal with the entire situation? Gosh it stinks really...Oh well I am gonna go and probably think somemore...