May 15, 2005 03:54
so! hectic crazy stress! soooo much school work to get done, along with many little wedding details, but they're all organized and i feel good about it all. things are so far going really smoothly, and my mom started fitting me for my dress....it's actually almost done!i have to say, i started getting really excited finally, once i got to see how HOT i'm going to look in my dress! i've lost like an inch of the ol' fat all over, and i stopped losing weight, but i pretty much think i still am, i'm just gaining muscle now. that's good too! toning : )
though now i have fat looking legs! i look good in my bathing suite, but now my legs look fat! Blah.
still have a bit of a chin though *glares at it* but i guess some things just think they're here to stay.
it's hard to tell if i reached my goal size, becuase in some clothes, i AM a 16! in some others, i'm really not *lol* but, it still feels great, because i was basically like that with a size 20/22 for a while there!
only bad note, is my ring has been being butchered by the jeweler...they broke my stone. nice huh?
so i need to deal with that.
more details on that later, but i'm tired now.
and still generally happy that things will turn out well, and be really beautiful! spent all day today (well it's 3am, so yesterday) giving my mom a perm *lol* she wanted one, and then kept putting it off, and i told her she'd better do it today when i could pencil her in on time, or i wouldn't be able to do it later! turnd out really nice for my first perm-giving, i must say! she'll look great too, becuase her hair is really long. i just love long curly hair. (it was really really long! we actually had to trim it a bit)
anyway, getting to the nitty gritty now...nail-fixins, hair touch-ups, gonna wax my legs in the next couple days...come on girls, say it with me now *OUCH* indeed!
i don't wanna be trying to shave in whatever weird set up they'll have on the cruise ship though, so i think it's worth it!
maybe *l*
ack, it's late. and i'm so busy i need my rest! so, sorry for no updates! prolly won't be another one for a while : )