on my mind, it may be mean
Ok so I know I havent writtin in a while but now I have things on my mind!!! I just spent 4 days last tuesday till saturday morning with the same 4 people, and dont get me wrong, it was great even tho it could of been better!!! Well now I am broke I'm having money problems with my checking account and I just dont think that we can do anything like that again cuz mike doesnt have any money and now neither do I, and I totally understand that the other 2 people dont have money, but we shouldnt of gone if not everyone had money for it, cuz... now I dont have any, and I work very hard and miss a lot to get my money, I dont think I would mind if it were way more fun, but... I just think that if we ever do anything like it again we plan and only go when EVERYONE has the money, I dont mean to make people feel bad, I just am saying that we need to plan, I guess its my fualt cuz I said yes, even tho I knew they didnt have money, but you shouldnt exspect a free ride, I never do, so... but I love them and I hope they dont feel bad at all cuz they shouldnt!!! I just have to member to plan better!!!! I did have fun and I'm really glad I got spend time and hang out with the people and I hope we do do it again just maybe somewhere cheaper or something, lol!!!! WEll I hope everyone had a great break and Christmas and New Years, I did, but new years but the crappiest day ever, if could of been a million times better, so I am totally planning on like a redo, and just like picking a friday and making it better!!! so I cant wait, but I have to wait till mike isnt sick of seeing me so I can stay the night and all that to make it the best after new years new years eve!!!! LOL!!! Well I love you all and I dont know what life would be like with oyu not here, very sucky I suppose, and I love the people I went with over break, you are all greater than great!!!!