weekend
im going to hate this weekend...
Today, i fasted till dinner... i had too eat... there was pizza... fucking pizza, a 45 minute dinner with three pizza's and cake and cookies... i binged... horribly
i had a munch out tonight too (sit and eat unhealthily) i skipped it but they gave me a cinnamon bun i devoured it... i am soo weak
total: 899 calories... 1 below 900 (nasty)... which is horrible for coming off of a fast, it undid everything
I might purge later, (i really hate doing that though)... if people stay out of the bathrooms
supposedly i will still lose-- i think http://www.thedailyplate.com lies: Our estimate is that you may consume about 930 calories a day to lose two pounds per week.
the rest of this weekend wont be better... tomorrow i have a lax game, but i wont eat anything before it, i ll feel shitty,but i can burn some of the fat i put on from today
however afterwards i am baking a ton for my Bf's Birthday, on saturday... which mean tasting the cake batter and icing, and cookies... etc.... so gross, at least i wont be eating it, but icing add up like no other.
Saturday - well i get to take part in eating some of the food i baked.. great... baking, stupid idea, and i'm going out too lunch with his mother, meaning i have to eat like a normal human being.
Sunday, hopefully i can fast :)
monday required dinner (mondays, Tuesdays, Thursdays, and sundays - but i can get out of sundays)
XOXO MK
hope your guys weekends go better... im in for another rough one next weekend, my mother is coming..
Today, i fasted till dinner... i had too eat... there was pizza... fucking pizza, a 45 minute dinner with three pizza's and cake and cookies... i binged... horribly
i had a munch out tonight too (sit and eat unhealthily) i skipped it but they gave me a cinnamon bun i devoured it... i am soo weak
total: 899 calories... 1 below 900 (nasty)... which is horrible for coming off of a fast, it undid everything
I might purge later, (i really hate doing that though)... if people stay out of the bathrooms
supposedly i will still lose-- i think http://www.thedailyplate.com lies: Our estimate is that you may consume about 930 calories a day to lose two pounds per week.
the rest of this weekend wont be better... tomorrow i have a lax game, but i wont eat anything before it, i ll feel shitty,but i can burn some of the fat i put on from today
however afterwards i am baking a ton for my Bf's Birthday, on saturday... which mean tasting the cake batter and icing, and cookies... etc.... so gross, at least i wont be eating it, but icing add up like no other.
Saturday - well i get to take part in eating some of the food i baked.. great... baking, stupid idea, and i'm going out too lunch with his mother, meaning i have to eat like a normal human being.
Sunday, hopefully i can fast :)
monday required dinner (mondays, Tuesdays, Thursdays, and sundays - but i can get out of sundays)
XOXO MK
hope your guys weekends go better... im in for another rough one next weekend, my mother is coming..