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21:07 02-04-28
stoned in Zakopane. we are in high mountains.
certain occourences of gnostic kind. night before InI mkl did not sleep as well. a day before in early morning 3-4 a.m. I have created a symbol - graphical representation of letters: SHITLOADSOFMOMENTUM. going further and backwards this symbol was a middle point of a triplet: on the right - in the past, the moment i went working favourable environment by proper sigil - this work continues. going left, forward, InI seez meself being presented a symbol of SoM - FOR FURTHER USE. then, InI uses this symbol, falls down in intoxicated meditation, craving its being to minimal form of red glowing worm of kregoslup with a ball of mozdzek atop of it - rendering hologram of own basic nervous / neural organella. InI presents almost no signs of life. InI dives in the depth. [Do you remember ARISTOI? Da book by Jon Williams?] InI is able to step out of its 777 daemons reach. individualization occurs on levels where individuality is a concept yet unborn. awh, fuck! continuum of consciousness of InI consisted of repetating flashed of a fem moments wide span, there were drops of my consciousness, there was no stream. i told to 6the demon i invoked who i am. what are my powers. described him his powers, proved the powers are equal and there is no other choice. we liked ourselves, unified at my will in love, and he told me his name. and i stupid fuck did not whisper it aloud, so i soon forgot t. figured this out i asked him to tell the othe ones that with my skills at these depth i am suffering permanent microamnesia - these drops of conscouosness, you know. asked him for help, i wanted more dialogue in order to receive ugrade of my software from hidden masters. tried to convince him to send the message to other daemons he meets : it would be better for us to know each other and to help euach other, without their help it will be impossible, because i forget immediately what i experoience. because my prosperity as independent being cooperating with them brings more benefits than just partially conscious I being frequently raped by each of them. {change on deep levels of the system occurs. because we are in usciski of certain daemon all waking time long. it is good to wyodrebnic sie z tych usciskow, stanac obok. damn it my brain is turned off rite now by lack of sleep and lips of sweet sensemilla}}}}.
maybe later i will finish this story, later i will compose it into something lineary readablesosesessses dead man walking 2 b cuntinued
stoned in Zakopane. we are in high mountains.
certain occourences of gnostic kind. night before InI mkl did not sleep as well. a day before in early morning 3-4 a.m. I have created a symbol - graphical representation of letters: SHITLOADSOFMOMENTUM. going further and backwards this symbol was a middle point of a triplet: on the right - in the past, the moment i went working favourable environment by proper sigil - this work continues. going left, forward, InI seez meself being presented a symbol of SoM - FOR FURTHER USE. then, InI uses this symbol, falls down in intoxicated meditation, craving its being to minimal form of red glowing worm of kregoslup with a ball of mozdzek atop of it - rendering hologram of own basic nervous / neural organella. InI presents almost no signs of life. InI dives in the depth. [Do you remember ARISTOI? Da book by Jon Williams?] InI is able to step out of its 777 daemons reach. individualization occurs on levels where individuality is a concept yet unborn. awh, fuck! continuum of consciousness of InI consisted of repetating flashed of a fem moments wide span, there were drops of my consciousness, there was no stream. i told to 6the demon i invoked who i am. what are my powers. described him his powers, proved the powers are equal and there is no other choice. we liked ourselves, unified at my will in love, and he told me his name. and i stupid fuck did not whisper it aloud, so i soon forgot t. figured this out i asked him to tell the othe ones that with my skills at these depth i am suffering permanent microamnesia - these drops of conscouosness, you know. asked him for help, i wanted more dialogue in order to receive ugrade of my software from hidden masters. tried to convince him to send the message to other daemons he meets : it would be better for us to know each other and to help euach other, without their help it will be impossible, because i forget immediately what i experoience. because my prosperity as independent being cooperating with them brings more benefits than just partially conscious I being frequently raped by each of them. {change on deep levels of the system occurs. because we are in usciski of certain daemon all waking time long. it is good to wyodrebnic sie z tych usciskow, stanac obok. damn it my brain is turned off rite now by lack of sleep and lips of sweet sensemilla}}}}.
maybe later i will finish this story, later i will compose it into something lineary readablesosesessses dead man walking 2 b cuntinued