A jumble of emotions and things.
So, I'll be on a plane to the bahamas at 11:00 am touching down in Nassau at 2:00 pm central time, 3:00 pm eastern. I'll be there for two weeks. Chances are that i'll have access to a computer so i can update about my stay there but there are no guarantees. I'm excited but i'm not. I'm definitely bringing back shells for everyone (everyone i'll see in the next year).
I had a 'breakdown' again last night (about everything) bawling wrapped in a blanket and yelling at my parents. Afterwards i felt embarassed, ate, and went to sleep.
Things still needing to be done before the end of the summer:
*finish AP english project.
*see Katy
*finish scholarship application
*call kent
*call Kristina (she's attending John Hopkins U. in the fall in Maryland.) I'm afraid I won't see her again. She's one of those people that has made high school al ittle bit more bearable. I met her my freshman year. I had school at the ninth grade campus but i took a math course at the main campus. She was in my class and that class was during the lunch period. So I ate lunch with her and her friends. I was so worried that i wouldn't have anywhere to sit. She's funny, valedictorian and has made every school year in high school better so far. My senior year will be my first year without her.
I had a 'breakdown' again last night (about everything) bawling wrapped in a blanket and yelling at my parents. Afterwards i felt embarassed, ate, and went to sleep.
Things still needing to be done before the end of the summer:
*finish AP english project.
*see Katy
*finish scholarship application
*call kent
*call Kristina (she's attending John Hopkins U. in the fall in Maryland.) I'm afraid I won't see her again. She's one of those people that has made high school al ittle bit more bearable. I met her my freshman year. I had school at the ninth grade campus but i took a math course at the main campus. She was in my class and that class was during the lunch period. So I ate lunch with her and her friends. I was so worried that i wouldn't have anywhere to sit. She's funny, valedictorian and has made every school year in high school better so far. My senior year will be my first year without her.