Sailing
So today I put all the boats in the water. It was soo cold. I cant decide if im excited for sailing or not. I had fun today, it was nice to see people and laugh, but im still scared about the season overall. Fall sailing was fun but it really was nothing like summer sailing at all, and now that I know that college sailing just can even compare to juniors it might be better. I always have set high expectations so now that I know the truth about this team, I wont be upset when it doesnt fit my expectations, right? John asked me if I wanted to sail on saturday the 19th, yea after vacation starts, but its at MMA, so close to home. So it wont be bad im not gonna lie im actually kinda excited, but I know full well that the only reason I got asked to go is because no one else is around and im "the backup". But hey, id rather be that then nothing, which was what I was in the fall. Hopefully I can prove that I have some experience and yea I do know how to do this. Ill never forget what Elle said to me when i went to my first college regatta, the teams last regatta, "Dont be scared" I honestly wanted to scream at her and be like ive done this a million times please dont tell me not to be scared, i felt like she was thinking was one of the other freshman who have never sailed, it was an insult even though she didnt mean for it to be.
Well enough about sailing....
SO break is in hmm 8 days, thats exciting, something to help me get through my days. When I come back from break school is out. There is 3 days left in march after we return and I only have to get through april then im free. Ill be home again which will be nice. I like this whole independent thing, but I basically have my own apartment at home so its no different. I cant wait to go home and eat real food mmm...I really want my mom to make me a Lasagna haha random but a craving non the less.
Bryony and I talked for what seemed like hours last night but was really only a about 30 min but it was a very good convo, i miss cell phone service a lot let me tell ya haha. I also miss alex tons shes on her way from florida to new york shes so lucky. But im glad shes having fun I cant wait for her to come home and tell me about all her stories haha I love living through her life because everything is so much funner for her.
Well thats all im hungry and im meeting steph at 6 for dinner lata bitches
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Well enough about sailing....
SO break is in hmm 8 days, thats exciting, something to help me get through my days. When I come back from break school is out. There is 3 days left in march after we return and I only have to get through april then im free. Ill be home again which will be nice. I like this whole independent thing, but I basically have my own apartment at home so its no different. I cant wait to go home and eat real food mmm...I really want my mom to make me a Lasagna haha random but a craving non the less.
Bryony and I talked for what seemed like hours last night but was really only a about 30 min but it was a very good convo, i miss cell phone service a lot let me tell ya haha. I also miss alex tons shes on her way from florida to new york shes so lucky. But im glad shes having fun I cant wait for her to come home and tell me about all her stories haha I love living through her life because everything is so much funner for her.
Well thats all im hungry and im meeting steph at 6 for dinner lata bitches
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