hard times.
In the immortal words of Chris Crocker: "It's gi'in' hard on ya boy." Fuck me. It's been such a shitty yr and now even summer is getting fucked. Man, I'd like a break. I have done some good in the world lately and fought real hard to get where I am today. I mean... what IS it? Dammit. My mom and I talk on and off and i NEVER ask her for anything. I havent in about 2 yrs. NOTHING. Well I was short on money for the ONE text book I need for my Algebra class I am taking ... only like $30 and she was like "NO." I have to say she is a bitch. It's ridiculous. She stills claims me on her taxes as a dependent and even tho she and my step dad reported to FAFSA about $137,000 for the last year as their income... and they are literally in no debt save for car insurance and cell phones, etc. ... yet I had to ask a friend to help me pay for an emergency room visit when I found out I had type 1 diabetes two months ago. It's pretty clear I suck at life, but would it kill someone to give me a break. I finished this yr at school with a 4.0, did work study, held it down and did absolutely nothing but luckily I had friends who stuck around and didnt just leave me by my damn self. Fuck it.