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today kind of sucked, atleast later on..
this afternoon me tara n dana went to lunch wiht one of our old teachers, like we do every year. it was nice to see her and stuff. then i had to drive into queens with my mom to get pics of my car taken for insurance purposes, then i got to see lisa!! =) cant wait to be in mtk with her for the summer.
then, the rest of the day basically sucked.
my parents are such assholes about me driving. like i spend my life savings on my car, and they wont even let me drive it. if they payed for it and for insurance i wouldnt care, well i would but i'd understnad. but i paid every single cent [besides $41] so its mine, and i should be able to drive it where/when i want it. and my brother was being a dick thru dinner and taking their side. what happened to the kids staying together against the parents? asshole. thanks a lot dan. im just so pissed right now, and lately ingeneral ive been kinda sad, not sure why.. i feel so lonely sometimes. im so bad at expressing my feelings sometimes. so i never really know whats wrong with me.
i really cant wait to get out to montauk for the summer, cuz my parents back off a little bit there. but who knows what this summer will bring since the incident in february =/ but atleast ill never have to be home. either working or at the beach. time away from the family keeps me happy, and being in the sun at the beach helps too. i miss everyone in montauk so much, but i know its gunna be hard to leave valley stream too. it always seems worse every year. but hopefully this summer, my vs crew will come to mtk more! [that was a hint to u guys] i know jenn can drive her pimp car out!!! but yeah, im really gunna miss u guys, but i cant wait to get away from my family and for it to officially be summer and to start making some money again, since i spent it allll in one weekend.
=/