"i don't think i like rejection of my little girl affection"
drinking imense amount of coffee again this morning b/c 1)i love it and am addicted and 2)i hear it temporarily speeds up metabolism. hey...anything counts.
got an MRI on saturday- it was really loud and gave me a headache, despite the ear plugs. and they forgot to tell me to take out my earrings b/c of the magnetic field...so i left them in and as soon as they turned the machine on i could feel it pulling at my ears. the backs of my earrings got pushed tight against the front and thus my ears were having the shit pinched out of them. always fun. i didn't have to go all the way in the tube tho, thank god, b/c it was only my lower leg. ahhh i wouldve died from claustrophobia. but...it could've been a lot worse.
my mom gave me a lecture last night on "being my own person" and i was like SHUT UP. so what if i wear torn jeans and have a fake balenciaga bag like mk? that's it. she doesn't have to freak out and think i want to BE mk. probably thinks i want to do everything like her, like starve and smoke and do cocaine...somethings yes, somethings know. i do what i do but not to be like mk. i mean i wear oversized sunglasses, but i like them. im not going to do something to be like mk if i hate it. ugh. i think im burrying myself deeper. the lecture wasn't that serious, it just offended me.
ugh. i have to do one more long journal for "my antonia" for english. die. and i have to do physics. die also. 8 more days before school starts, can you say depressing? i can. not ready. then i have drivers ed later...it never ENDS! more later. will leave you with this
oh yes we do.