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Oct 05, 2009 00:37

 it's been sometime since ive last posted!
but a few changes have been made to my comp.
well, two only actually.

i just installed 2 new browsers into the system, Safari and Firefox.
i miss firefox soo much!
but i was just lazy to go download. it makes downloading stuff so much more easier!

and so, i was thinking a week ago.
what would it be like if i actually had gone for the jyp auditions at the beginning of year 2007?
when the news was released, i only had around a week's time to prepare and all.
not to mention that i had no prior experience in singing, unlike now.
and i dont think i;ve ever held a mike before.
it seemed so surreal to me at that point of time, but it still seems surreal now.

i know the chances of me getting in is smaller than small,
but just what if?
one of the main reasons for not joining the auditions was because i still wasnt sure that i would be able to give up my studies, given the opportunity to join jype.
it was a difficult situation. 
it's almost impossible for you to say "no" if u passed the auditions.
what respect would u then have for the company?
on the other hand, by not trying, u would never know what the result would be.

it was a dillemma.
but i wonder, if i passed the audition and went to korea, would i be happy.
hearing taec and khun talk abt their trainee days made me cringe a little.
im not sure if i am able to overcome such difficulties.

but ohwell, there are more impt things for do right now yeah?

TIME TO SLEEP :DDDD

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