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rahhh.
i think mnet scandal has amazing wonders.
im totally smitten with taecyeon now.
its like falling in love all over again.
as a person, he has such an amazing personality.
not only is he humorous, he is responsible and thoughtful.
and looking at how he was treating his "girlfriend", i was jealous, yet happy for them at the same time.
(okayy, i have no idea what i should type here. it seems too hard to put those feelings into words)
uhm, it was just a really cozy feeling that i got from them.
totally no qualms or hesitation about holding each others hands for the first time.
and taecyeon being all initiative as well, lying on her when he was sleeping.
everything was soo sweet.
it was very different from nichkhun.
not that any one of them was better, the main point is that is is different.
each of them has their own way of carrying out their relationship.
smitten.smitten.smitten.
i felt so troubled for taecyeon and the girl at the end.
it was really head aching. u just feel like tearing your head apart.
yah, and i cried when they sent each other those post-relationship messages.
stuff about, "it was really nice being with you and i wish that this could last forever. u brought me happiness, and i cant be any more grateful.. i wish that you would continue to be happy."
i'm happy it didnt end the way like it did for nichkhun (without any last messages)
at least, they had the opportunity to reflect about their relationship, and have a good ending. :DD
and bad news yesterday.
onew fainted!!! like right after MUBANK.
and he even sprained his ankle when he slipped during the performance.
it fainted due to trauma from seeing the stage lights topple on him.
when i read the news yesterday, i was feeling a little worried, but not too worried and i kinda brushed it aside.
but when i saw the fancam today, i was totally stunned. @_@
at first when everybody was trying to get off the stage, he was limping towards donghae for some support.
and i felt bad already. it was a really bad limp, i thought.
it wasnt even those type of twists that you could get away by walking a lil faster and ignoring the pain.
it was as if the ankle was fixated there.
then yah, everybody was trying to get into backstage.and the freaking lights half toppled.
'cos thankgod, shiwon was there to hold the lights back in time.
but by then, i owe to the lack of sleep and all, onew had already fainted and was in the arms of his hyung-deul.
he really looked like a piece of nothing that had to be held up.
next thing i knew, was that manager-hyung carried/piggybacked him to the other side of the stage out of the studio.
that was when i really broke down.
it was super worrying seeing our leader-sshi being unconscious and carried away.
he looked so vulnerable that i wanted to die.
it was such an unbearable sight.
i can almost understand how MJ fans felt on friday. ;_;
seeing onew like that.. my heart almost stopped.
i cant imagine..........
FORTUNATELY, ONEW IS WELL AND PERFORMING ON STAGE AGAIN. :DDDD
ONEW SANGTAE, IT ISNT FUNNY ANYMORE. PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!
i think mnet scandal has amazing wonders.
im totally smitten with taecyeon now.
its like falling in love all over again.
as a person, he has such an amazing personality.
not only is he humorous, he is responsible and thoughtful.
and looking at how he was treating his "girlfriend", i was jealous, yet happy for them at the same time.
(okayy, i have no idea what i should type here. it seems too hard to put those feelings into words)
uhm, it was just a really cozy feeling that i got from them.
totally no qualms or hesitation about holding each others hands for the first time.
and taecyeon being all initiative as well, lying on her when he was sleeping.
everything was soo sweet.
it was very different from nichkhun.
not that any one of them was better, the main point is that is is different.
each of them has their own way of carrying out their relationship.
smitten.smitten.smitten.
i felt so troubled for taecyeon and the girl at the end.
it was really head aching. u just feel like tearing your head apart.
yah, and i cried when they sent each other those post-relationship messages.
stuff about, "it was really nice being with you and i wish that this could last forever. u brought me happiness, and i cant be any more grateful.. i wish that you would continue to be happy."
i'm happy it didnt end the way like it did for nichkhun (without any last messages)
at least, they had the opportunity to reflect about their relationship, and have a good ending. :DD
and bad news yesterday.
onew fainted!!! like right after MUBANK.
and he even sprained his ankle when he slipped during the performance.
it fainted due to trauma from seeing the stage lights topple on him.
when i read the news yesterday, i was feeling a little worried, but not too worried and i kinda brushed it aside.
but when i saw the fancam today, i was totally stunned. @_@
at first when everybody was trying to get off the stage, he was limping towards donghae for some support.
and i felt bad already. it was a really bad limp, i thought.
it wasnt even those type of twists that you could get away by walking a lil faster and ignoring the pain.
it was as if the ankle was fixated there.
then yah, everybody was trying to get into backstage.and the freaking lights half toppled.
'cos thankgod, shiwon was there to hold the lights back in time.
but by then, i owe to the lack of sleep and all, onew had already fainted and was in the arms of his hyung-deul.
he really looked like a piece of nothing that had to be held up.
next thing i knew, was that manager-hyung carried/piggybacked him to the other side of the stage out of the studio.
that was when i really broke down.
it was super worrying seeing our leader-sshi being unconscious and carried away.
he looked so vulnerable that i wanted to die.
it was such an unbearable sight.
i can almost understand how MJ fans felt on friday. ;_;
seeing onew like that.. my heart almost stopped.
i cant imagine..........
FORTUNATELY, ONEW IS WELL AND PERFORMING ON STAGE AGAIN. :DDDD
ONEW SANGTAE, IT ISNT FUNNY ANYMORE. PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!