HSM 3 ?!
i still can't believe that i actually went to watch this uhm silly movie!
the opening scene was already weird enough..
with people running and playing basketball AND singing at the same time.
not to mention the ohsopreeetty falls in the court.
rofl. lots of bimbo-ish stuff that i wasnt all too happy with.
haha. likewhatthefuckery. fine, u go be bimbo, stay out of my movies.
HAHA.
throughout the movie, typical teenage romance scenes were in abundance..
so i am like -.-
cos i know what's going to happen, anyway
i should stop predicting storylines when watching movies already.
but that's what i take interest in! <33
hah. i deserve it. but what more can i expect from a disney movie?
(cos i fell asleep watching wall-e too. when it was TOO apparent that some bad thing would befall and there would be some hero. and tadaa, happy ending at the end~)
i should start saving more of my innocence.
im not excited at the sight of lip-locks anymore.
i dont go gah-gah at the sight of random hip-movements (cos i value epic hip-thrusts more)
i cant bring myself to melt when someone announces something mushy in front of the school, because it's too prevalent in american movies.
mmhmm. i should start staying from lemon fics.
although this is like totally impossible.
cos they influence greatly.
i take reading lemon fics into pride, cos i see it as a way of looking at the world from a more matured perspective.
smut may not be everything in the world, but it has got to play an important role in relationships.
it hurts me a lot, when i read abt angst filled lemon fics.
they tear my heart apart!!~
the sadness comes so hard on me sometimes that i continue thinking abt it the next morning.
(like the recent broken!hosu cum broken!yunjae cum jaesu)
the feeling is worse if the victims start to multilate themselves, emotionally or physically.
i get chills down my spine!
betrayals make me think a lot. and i really dread it when it happens to me.
uhm. i always end up about talking stuff like that.
but sighh.
the main point im trying to say is that.
i don't understand why people think that sex shouldnt be talked about.
it really tells a lot of what we feel
may it be a fling. or a true relationship.
cos they must definitely be a reason why u are choosing to do this.
as a matter of fact, fling!sex can provide lots of pleasure if u just want to have some fun.
u take ur life as something adventurous. or maybe u just want to come out of our social-shell. or a way of releasing stress.
on the other hand, people do it to harm themselves, to self-multilate.
this i must say upsets me the most.
and true relationship, i guess we all know the answer already.
u will just love ur other half even more! <333