Dec 29, 2005 18:47
ok, so Chad and I made up. matter of fact, the rules have completely changed; HE has completely changed..... wow.
about a week and a half ago, he broke. I mean... BROKE.
sobbed into my shoulder, professed his undying love for me, wept and wept....
I've seen him through the death of his father, and even THAT didn't break him.
I was so touched, all I could do was cling to him, and sob. I was... touched, adn relieved, and well, I suppose I broke too. He asked me not to give up on him yet, and I have to say that I am astounded at the changes I've seen in him. He's loving, and kind, and giving, and considerate....
I KNOW that this is probably something resembling a honeymoon stage.... but I'm taking it at face value, revelling in everything that I've been craving for so long.
THIS is what I wanted all along. THIS is what I saw us capable of being.
THIS is the man I fell in love with.