umm ya
so there is this guy in my life, that i love the very most. he is most definately one of my best friends, and if i lost him i have no idea what i would do. well a few weeks ago he posed this idea for us to take it to the next level and possibly date. but i havent seen much of him this summer, and we have both taken drastic changes with ourselves this summer. i mean we have both had really awesome summers, we just have both grown up and gotten more mature and more in tune with ourselves. its good for us really. i think we should get to know each other again just like before. but i love him so much and if we dated and something bad happened, i wouldnt be able to handle losing him. it would hurt me way to bad. i love him with all my heart, i do, i really really do, but if i'm hesitating this much...is it worth it? even if it could end up working out?