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[mjslckr]

i found something out last night, that i wasnt sure of at first. i hadnt realized what it meant, or how i was gonna handle it. it's weird to think about in the sense that, you are thinking completely for the future. i mean this decision could change your life forever...ever had a question that goes without saying you have to think about this choice for a long hard while...before making up your mind?
i think also that if i make the wrong decision...then bad things will happen...and i dont know what i would do if those bad things happened...
anyways...i guess i just have a lot of thinking to do...

love to all