Oct 19, 2009 07:45
Some times i get random thoughts and just write them down sometime i save them and then other times i just delete them... some are good some are bad but all must come out of my head so i can think... right now i am sitting onthe ferry and have lots of noise and distractions...group of high school kids withall their energy and a screaming todler.... most of the time ican tune all out and disappear into my books but today that is not happening...that is ok though.. i find myself thinking.... which can be dangerous..lol at first i was annoid by the distractions and wanted to just escape..then when i could not i was getting more anoid.... and now im like why am i letting other things beyond my control make up my mood for me???. and with that thought i found myself calm.... the routy teens did not seem so routy and the pooor parents tryibg tosooth the toddler i had lots of empthy for them... i now know i will have a great day nomatter what happens today because you know whaat...... I am in charge of my mood and i have decided that i am going to have a great day.... if you have made it this far withmy rambelings i appoligise for all the spelling errors i am typing this frrom my cell phone and dont know how to work the spell chech option...lol my good energy and good thoughts to all... have agreat daay i know ivwill....