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wow its been forever since i posted. well i might be moving to nashville with lindsie this summer! she is going to be really famous! and it would be amazing to be with my best friend while she becomes famous, but i would be leaving paul here and i don't know if i could do that. it would be so hard to live that far away... but when im 50 i don't want to look back and regret being so boring, lol. i want to just move and start over and have fun!!! it would be neat to move away and start a new life cause i definitely don't feel like i belong here anymore. it just doesn't feel right... ive been really anxious the past couple months cause i feel like im doing nothing with my life except going to school. that is something but i feel like there is soooooo much more i should be doing!!! i just don't know what it is yet. its realllllllyyyyy frustrating. well i start waiting tables at jim n nicks tonight... everyone there says they make really good tips which is exciting cause i really need the money. so everyone come see me and give me lots of money! :)