Aug 24, 2005 23:18
has anyone ever felt like you're outgrowing your life? i feel enclosed and claustrophobic. i'm praying that i will understand what to do with my life... and soon. i know i want to be a nurse, but im pretty much questioning my whole life after that point. paul and i are great.. its not that. i think a lot of my fears have held me back from what i could potentially be doing. i had a nightmare last night that i was sentenced to the death penalty- partially by the electric chair and then by a pill. my mother was going to have to kill me and i kept begging her to let me run away to mexico, but she wouldn't let me. wonder what that could've meant...
i went to see red eye with lindsie tonight (very good) and then we had a great talk in the parking lot for about an hour, lol. i missed her so much. its really great to have her... i love you lu :) so its philosophy class tomorrow, i really like this class a lot. then im going to work out for 20 hrs. i might check out the chelsea game to see some familiar faces and how the dance team is lookin... g'nite everyone