quest

[mjohns24]

So, I don't think I can do Quest anymore. After reading the emails and such, I decided that I am in the middle of the group. I am not a part of the dinos and I am not a part of the newbies...so I am nothing. I am not asked to do things because I won't be attending the weekend. The Quest weekends are amazing...quest formation however, I think is a joke. I love God, I love anything that has to do with him. I'm not judging anyone for the way they praise God or anything like that...but I don't feel like I'm growing. Maybe I'm not giving it a chance, but maybe it never gave me a chance either. St. johns and koinonia, I am constantly growing, constantly changing, constantly praying..its a college group, i'm a college kid. Quest is a high school group, meant for high school students, i need something to challenge me and make me grow...into a college student, not a high school one. If you do what you have always done, you will be who you have always been. That is a statement I do not want said about me. You need to change and move on. God gave you talents, strengths and experiences, if you don't share them with people outside of your comfort zone you are underestimating God. Sigh, okay goodnite
ps i hope no one but jen reads this