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i was seriously thinking about breaking things off with jon last week. we were fighting, and he was showing no remorse, and a whole bunch of other crap that i'm too tired to type. so all week at work i was kinda bummed, but also kinda looking forward to being single. so when a guy from one of the agencies i deal with started talking to me casually i didn't hesitate to give him my cell # when he asked for it. for arguements sake i'll call him S. so i talked to S tuesday night and wednesday night for a looong time, and he's really nice. at first i didn't tell him about jon, but i felt guilty so i told him i had a bf and although we're not doing very well, i would never do anything to hurt him. he said it's fine, and i can talk to him about anything.
well, things are not so great now. jon and i made up, which is good, but S is kind of freaking me out. he called me at work on friday morning (after not talking thursday night) and he told me he missed me. he missed me? i've never even met him in person! why does he miss me? that's something i say to jon sometimes when i haven't seen him for 2 weeks. he missed me? not only that, but i sat down with my boss and asked him about S (he's met S before). the first thing he said was that S was strange. he didn't lead off with, "he's a really nice guy," or, "even though he's not that good-looking, he's a good guy." he made a 'not a good idea' face and said he's strange, and that he's not the only person who thinks that. what do i do?!?!?!? i don't want tu hurt his feelings, but i'm getting really creeped out here.
in other news, my closest friend at work just resigned - she got a better job that pays more money. so i'm having an anxiety attack - should i be doing the same thing? i want more money, but i'm comfortable here. should i start working towards the sellers training program, or just look for another job? this sucks butt. i'm only 23, i shouldn't be having a mid-life crisis yet!
i was seriously thinking about breaking things off with jon last week. we were fighting, and he was showing no remorse, and a whole bunch of other crap that i'm too tired to type. so all week at work i was kinda bummed, but also kinda looking forward to being single. so when a guy from one of the agencies i deal with started talking to me casually i didn't hesitate to give him my cell # when he asked for it. for arguements sake i'll call him S. so i talked to S tuesday night and wednesday night for a looong time, and he's really nice. at first i didn't tell him about jon, but i felt guilty so i told him i had a bf and although we're not doing very well, i would never do anything to hurt him. he said it's fine, and i can talk to him about anything.
well, things are not so great now. jon and i made up, which is good, but S is kind of freaking me out. he called me at work on friday morning (after not talking thursday night) and he told me he missed me. he missed me? i've never even met him in person! why does he miss me? that's something i say to jon sometimes when i haven't seen him for 2 weeks. he missed me? not only that, but i sat down with my boss and asked him about S (he's met S before). the first thing he said was that S was strange. he didn't lead off with, "he's a really nice guy," or, "even though he's not that good-looking, he's a good guy." he made a 'not a good idea' face and said he's strange, and that he's not the only person who thinks that. what do i do?!?!?!? i don't want tu hurt his feelings, but i'm getting really creeped out here.
in other news, my closest friend at work just resigned - she got a better job that pays more money. so i'm having an anxiety attack - should i be doing the same thing? i want more money, but i'm comfortable here. should i start working towards the sellers training program, or just look for another job? this sucks butt. i'm only 23, i shouldn't be having a mid-life crisis yet!