consumed by pain and happiness...
So yet another morning waking up at 4 am ready to puke up a third world country... [yes i know tmi ]
Finally feeling pregnant.... But unfortunatly more than likely all psychological...
My mind likes to play dirty mean tricks on me when I want a baby...
It has even gone as far as making aunt flow late by 3 weeks, and the second I took a pregnancy test all the sparkles in my eyes praying that this time would be it...( - ) Not the best symbol in my book... that same night aunt flow came a knocking on the door...That was almost 2 years ago... and since then I have had 6 different occasions of simalar things.. food cravings, morning sickness.. the list could go on... My mind has amazing control over me...
You'd never think that something so simple as a minus sign could cause so much hurt and pain... and doubt, the worst pain of all for me...
This wont be a fun ride... I cried many tears before over a clear easy blue...
And im sure their will be lots more over the next few months...
one more week till I take a test...
HUGZ
Mandi
Finally feeling pregnant.... But unfortunatly more than likely all psychological...
My mind likes to play dirty mean tricks on me when I want a baby...
It has even gone as far as making aunt flow late by 3 weeks, and the second I took a pregnancy test all the sparkles in my eyes praying that this time would be it...( - ) Not the best symbol in my book... that same night aunt flow came a knocking on the door...That was almost 2 years ago... and since then I have had 6 different occasions of simalar things.. food cravings, morning sickness.. the list could go on... My mind has amazing control over me...
You'd never think that something so simple as a minus sign could cause so much hurt and pain... and doubt, the worst pain of all for me...
This wont be a fun ride... I cried many tears before over a clear easy blue...
And im sure their will be lots more over the next few months...
one more week till I take a test...
HUGZ
Mandi