SpeechlessmorbidlunaticFebruary 15 2006, 07:16:29 UTC
I don't think I could explain how I feel right now, how... There is no explination... I was so shocked to see Michael, but then again I "knew" that he said what he had so that it would be even more of a surprise... He didn't have to give me roses, nor the diamond braclet - Just seeing him makes me feel amazing... I am so happy to have these wonderful blessings in my life, and better things are to come... I cannot believe how absolutely wonderful my life is turning out to be... I never expected, NEVER expected, that my life would actually turn into the Faery Tale I always (secretly) knew it to be... I never thought that I would find my Prince Charming, never thought I'd find my soul mate, and never did I think that the magick I wish was true would turn out to be very real... I love him Mandi, no matter what I know I love him... There is not another person in this world who treats me like he does, nor makes me feel like he does... Noone can compare to him - He literally knows all the right words, all the right actions, and how to approach me romantically... He has pretty much hit ever "dating-fantasy" I have right on the head... What he did today at my job, at my job, that was a fantasy of mine... I'd always longed for someone to come into my job unafraid to show their affection for me, bring me or rose, or whatnot... Michael came in with a outfit that surely was going to draw attention, and upon making eye contact with me hit his knees and offered me those roses... Everyone saw, and I could care fucking less - and to be honest, everyone was jealous but not offended... I LOVED IT! ... I have never felt so loved in my life, and all I want to do is be able to give him the happiness he brings to me... I feel so unable, so undeserving - I feel like he is too perfect, like I don't deserve him... but then again, I know I deserve him because he was meant for me and I for him... Without a doubt in my heart I say that... ... ... ... I am so blessed! The Mother and Father themselves are smiling upon this union, and they offer us strength and wisdom to guide us down our path together...
I received so much more than I expected, and I want to give him everything I have, don't have, and will have in the future... My life, my love, mind, body, heart, and soul are his until the end of time... For even when this world is nothing more than small particles floating through the endless universe, I will still vow my unconditional love and longing to him... This is what forever feels like, and I taste eternity in every kiss he and I share.
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What sweet words cannot depict your soul understands.
I received so much more than I expected, and I want to give him everything I have, don't have, and will have in the future... My life, my love, mind, body, heart, and soul are his until the end of time... For even when this world is nothing more than small particles floating through the endless universe, I will still vow my unconditional love and longing to him... This is what forever feels like, and I taste eternity in every kiss he and I share.
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What sweet words cannot depict your soul understands.
Lil' Michael
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