Welcome Back Mr. Mike
Well Journal fans I am back with an update. No more promises for more frequent updates it's obvious I won't keep them. So what have I been up to? I just finished a great run of "Mars Needs Women..." which went awesome. Brandon was amazing, and the only review we received fairly gushed over him. My review was solid, and in truth I feel better about that performance than any I have done prior, except maybe "Words, Word, Words" Santa Paula is holding auditions tonight for "Picasso at the Lapin Agile" I have always wanted to reprise my role as Sagot but I am not sure I will be able to squeeze it into my schedule right now.
I have had the last 5 days off and I have one more to go before I return to work. For the first time in a really really long time I just don't want to go back to work. After much soul searching the only conclusion I can come to is that it's just not what I want to do. I haven't done too terribly much with my mini vacation here. I went to Universal and saw Old School, great movie by the way, but otherwise I have done next to nothing with myself. I don't know why but for the last few weeks I have really been missing Jen. I had hoped that six months later I would be feeling better about all this, not worse. It's getting rather tiresome. I steadfastly refuse to do the whole rebound thing though. So the question here is how does one no when they are ready to start dating again, and if I have to ask that question does it mean I am not? It would be so much easier if I could stay angry with her, but now that the anger has gone away I am just left with the loneliness and ego crushing that comes with this type of thing. Oh well things can only get better right?
So what's next? I have no idea. I had planned to use some of my time this week to put together a demo CD to shop around to various radio stations, and working on my resume wouldn't hurt. Now that I think about it I started my movie watching assignment almost a year ago, and I am still in the Os so there is that. So I guess I do have some projects to keep me busy. Anyway that about brings life up-to-date so I'll sign off here. Take Care.
I have had the last 5 days off and I have one more to go before I return to work. For the first time in a really really long time I just don't want to go back to work. After much soul searching the only conclusion I can come to is that it's just not what I want to do. I haven't done too terribly much with my mini vacation here. I went to Universal and saw Old School, great movie by the way, but otherwise I have done next to nothing with myself. I don't know why but for the last few weeks I have really been missing Jen. I had hoped that six months later I would be feeling better about all this, not worse. It's getting rather tiresome. I steadfastly refuse to do the whole rebound thing though. So the question here is how does one no when they are ready to start dating again, and if I have to ask that question does it mean I am not? It would be so much easier if I could stay angry with her, but now that the anger has gone away I am just left with the loneliness and ego crushing that comes with this type of thing. Oh well things can only get better right?
So what's next? I have no idea. I had planned to use some of my time this week to put together a demo CD to shop around to various radio stations, and working on my resume wouldn't hurt. Now that I think about it I started my movie watching assignment almost a year ago, and I am still in the Os so there is that. So I guess I do have some projects to keep me busy. Anyway that about brings life up-to-date so I'll sign off here. Take Care.