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i'm scared shitless, I have so much potential but I am scared to use it, I am afraid I won't achieve what I am capable of. I have limitless potential, no matter what I can do, I would succeed at it, and truthfully that scares me, throw me into any situation, I will adapt, teach me anything, I will learn it, that's a bit daunting. I am afraid of what I am truly capable of, it's a scary thought, I mean to have that much potential? Most people can achieve what they want with lots of hard work, for me, I don't need the hard work, it all comes to me naturally, I could teach, learn, work all that, and more, my mind never shuts off, always thinking of new ways to succeed, but that in the end scares me, I don't know what to do with it in the end, I'm scared I will succeed, and then fail, when you reach the top if you fall, it's a long fall, with nothing to break your fall.