I suppose it's time.

Aug 02, 2005 11:12

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mjigolo August 3 2005, 15:53:53 UTC
It's sad to think that the one's that reject me aren't worth it, cause in my mind, it's the exact opposite. I'm pretty picky choosy with the girls I take an interest in...at least these days. And these days, I've slowed down my whole...interest, cycle, thing. Really, Emily was like, the last girl I REALLY felt it with, hard. Still do, always will, but I've been there before. Every girl since then has been just like, a small crush, or infatuation. But like, to think that those girls aren't worth it...like, ones I thought something might really work with...then where are the ones that will work? =/

Certainly not in this f'n state, as far as I'm concerned.

Any boy that will reject you is simply that. A boy. Or gay. Or suffers from some debilitating mental deficiency. Seriously. The handful of times I've spent with you have been wonderful. You have this...vibe...this energy you put out, that's just so nice and relaxing. It's a carefree, warm kind of feeling. Even though you may not be feeling it at that moment, everyone else will be. And damn you and your laugh. You have an addictive laugh. Every time you laughed at Pooja (sp?) the other night, then looked at me, I started giggling too (try as I did to suppress it). I cherish that kind of thing in someone, so don't lose that. It's very special.

Try to have a good day at work. Thank you so much for the kind words...AND the AIM messages. That was so sweet of you...such the perfect cap to a great night. =)

Talk to you later/sooner <3<3

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amantevida August 3 2005, 21:38:01 UTC
My aunt had to move to Wyoming to find a man. Maybe you have to do the same. (She tried to get me to do the same :/) Not to say you need to move to wyoming. :-P

Hey!... I wasn't looking for any compliments here! I was trying to be supportive! But thank you :) that means alot... its not often I get told I am worth a darn. I wish I could express myself like you seem to have the talent to. I am always horrible with words. (As you may have noticed :/)

But yeah. Looks like you just have to be pickier when it comes to women. I'm like you, I don't just fall for anyone. Very few men I have been seriously interested in. And 99% of them didn't want me. I'm telling you, be patient. Good thinks come to those who wait.

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mjigolo August 6 2005, 01:40:42 UTC
This is like, a crazy late response, but thanks for being my AIM buddy this week. It's been awesome to be able to come back to the computer and actually chat with someone.

You should be told you're "worth a darn" more often. MUCH more often. As for me and words...we get along sometimes. Other times, not so much. Like, when I want to express myself to a girl I like, or tell someone what I really feel about them. I usually just give them some shitty abridged version of my true love/adoration/admiration/emotions/thoughts/et cetera.

I don't think I could be any more picky than I currently am. I've shown almost no interest in...anyone, really, in the past couple years. No one has piqued my interest like some of the girls I've fallen for before (or just that one). Supposedly, good things come to those who wait, but I've been waiting a LONG time, and I'm having my doubts.

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