the loonitic is in my mind
Im sick of being poor not having food working my ass off for a life i dont want to lead,Im sick of smelly fuckn idiots that i always end up with as roommates.I am so fuckn sick of the trail of dirt left in my house and the sick fuckn stench that follows.Im sick of trying to fix the fuckn shit for it to just happen again! I have so much hate!!!! Oh and i almost forget I Hate the towliet filled with shit and piss every fuckn morning i have to flush down because i guess its not that easy to do for every one SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST FUCKN STUPID! I HATE ROOMMATES FUCKN HATE THEM!My dad is in the hospital and after he wont be able to work for like 12 weeks and i an offically jobless and YEY i get to go to the villa tommorow to see if i can get a job.Thats gonna be a hell of a fuckn price cut and not to mention the hour cut.And now im stuck not moving cause if i do it will screw my family over and theyd be extra poor even tho they allready are gonna be after they pay off all there fuckn hospital bills.just when i thought things were looking up and i was gonna be able to get my life going the way i want .Fuck this Fuck it all! thats my motto.Im gonna ignore all my problems till they get as bad as they can get then ditch every thing! WAAAAHHHH WAHHHH WAAAHHHH poor me and poor smelly boy that im going to kill.IM LEAVING AND GOING TO THE U.P FOREVER peace