Oct 16, 2005 10:27
so kasi calls me at three in the morning, completely wasted; "MORGAN. CAN ME AND BRANDI SLEEP AT YOUR HOUSEEEE?" ahahah. i let them. i would NOT want to see what would happen to her if she went home drunk. we spent a half hour trying to think of a reason that she would be at my house. i have to work today and kasi kept me up all night because she "couldn't sleep". she's lucky i love her.
i've been so confused lately. every day, another lightbulb in my head lights up and things start to make sense. i've been being lied to for months straight about so much. and i can't believe i've been so blind. i feel so stupid for being so gullable. what the hell is wrong with me?
junior year is supposed to be about living it up, having fun. and that's what i want to do. i can't let little petty things bother me anymore. i need new friends. or a time machine.
what did i do to deserve this?
i use my livejournal to vent. and when people read this, they automatically assume they know who i am and what i'm talking about. please ask me instead of talking shit about me behind my back.